fabricated on paper

a place for thoughts

We’ve created a culture that fetishizes the new(s), and we forget the wealth of human knowledge, wisdom, and transcendence that lives in the annals of what we call “history” – art, literature, philosophy, and so many things that are both timeless and incredibly timely. Our presentism bias – anchored in the belief that if it isn’t at the top of Google, it doesn’t matter, and if it isn’t Googleable at all, it doesn’t exist – perpetuates our arrogance that no one has ever grappled with the issues we’re grappling with. Which of course is tragically untrue.

The art and craft of telling stories on paper.

The art and craft of telling stories on paper.

Never too late to start. #gameofthrones

Never too late to start. #gameofthrones

endure, hang in there… it’s always darkest before the dawn breaks. 

endure, hang in there… it’s always darkest before the dawn breaks. 

(via kushandwizdom)

My addiction of tea and coffee is back. I need at least one dose of either everyday… I am not sure if the caffeine is boosting my brain or I just need them to keep my nerves. 

Currently working on some ideas for my little pet project - felt craft. My partner and my twin sent out some inquiries on logo and some banner idea for our website / social media sites. While waiting, I am practicing on the stitches and different craft ideas in my head. 

I have yet to announce to my parents that I want to put my study on hold. I don’t think I can do it all together. I have lost the stamina to study. Reading is fine by me, but not studying. 

On the side note, I am reading Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn. Blew my mind how meticulous and patient and sick Amazing Amy is. 

I told a close friend of mine that 2014 will be a year of good changes for me. I know I am a late bloomer - although it feels like I will never bloom or I have missed my train, but I am not losing hope. If it takes another 10 years to discover what I am good at, so be it. At least I am working at it.  I am in the process of changing my environment.

Quote Benjamin Franklin: If you fail to plan, you are planning to fail.

I have a plan already, taking baby steps, making necessary arrangements and so on. Preparing myself - mentally and emotionally. 

Even this, writing my thoughts down in this manner, is a change for me. One baby step at a time.

I am willing to try new things. Go to new places. I want to and am planning to dive into the world of craft making once I get out of where I am now. Making new friends is going to be hard and tiresome for me because of my personality but let’s see who will I cross paths with.